Josua ruben -Ch 2- moving on.

Joshua (39)
Ex of Melody- Sofia Barillas

narrated by Joshua

I decided that it was time for me to bid Melody farewell. I had held onto hope that we would somehow manage to work things out.  I even went to see her and noticed that she was actively dating.  I have been dating too but I have not given myself 100% to her.  I sent Elizabeth an invitation to come for dinner. I had told her that I was still in love with my ex wife but now I wanted to make sure that she knew I was ready to move on.

It really hurt to know that I was never going to be with Melody-Sofia again. She was my first love. Now that I look back at things maybe I shouldn't have pressured her to have a family with me.  Either way I was ready to move on and needed to put these feelings behind me.

Elizabeth looked even more beautiful than I remembered her.  She asked me straight out if I was over Melody. I told her that I was ready to move on and I would love it to be with her. 

we barely made it inside and we were tearing our clothes off.  She told me that she has been waiting to be with me since we started dating months ago.

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I have been training Elizabeth when I have free time.  She has a perfect body but she wanted to get it toned up.

I have never been this happy.  Elizabeth and I love being together. I asked her to move in with me. I asked her if it was too soon. She told me that she would love to move in.

Our first night as a moved in couple was awesome.  We made love and then I started to panic that I was moving too fast.

I walked to the yard and started working out.  Elizabeth came down and asked me if everything was OK.  I told her that I needed to take a breather.  I tried my best but I can see that she was worried that I regretting moving in.

The next morning we woke up and I told Elizabeth that I did not regret us moving in together. 

Before I left for work I grabbed her and told her that everything was going to be OK.  I knew it would be. It just had to be.