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Narrated by Eugenio
College is more complex than I had ever imagined. I thought that I would breeze by but that is not the case. My brother David is really working hard and seeing if he can graduate early. My other brother Mateo is here only because we are here.
I am kind of seeing this girl named Lisa Gray. We are more friends than anything else. I mean we have tried to take it to the next level but we are both too busy to commit.
David has also found himself dating a young lady named Jennifer love. Although they are dating it doesnt seem as if she wants to commit. I don't know why the college life is either about studying or dating. It seems that the Barillas boys would rather study than date.
We try to eat breakfast at least once a week to catch up to each other. David makes it but Mateo is a different story. He is really focused on leaving here in a jiffy.
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In the beginning of my sophomore year, I was surprised by having my ex girlfriend Celeste Kosmokos come to visit me. I thought we were over when I came to college but she came to tell me that she missed me. She didn't want to keep living without me. I was shocked to be honest. She is currently a senior in high school and she was planning on coming to my college. I was no longer dating anyone so I thought maybe this was destiny bringing her back to me.
Before she left we couldn't take our hands off each other. I thought that maybe we could move forward with our relationship.
Sooner rather than later our supposed relationship fizzled out. It was not going to work with her being back home and I in college. She was getting too possessive so I decided to call it off.
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One of my friends, Viola asked me to go out and get my mind off of things. I decided to go and she choose this moment to confess she had feelings for me. I felt set up but most of all I felt bad that I told her that I was not interested. She did not take it too well. I knew that she was embarrassed about showing her feelings and I was not feeling the same way. We decided to part and I could not help but think our friendship is now done.
I walked around to clear my head. I ended up bumping into Lisa. Lisa knew something was wrong. We started talking. She told me that she broke up with someone as well.
We talked most of the night. By the end we were making out. I dont know what to make of it but I know I want to see if we can make it official.
a few weeks later, I went to have breakfast and there was Jacqueline and David doing something together. I don't know if they were doing Yoga or what. I know David is falling hard for Jacqueline. I just hope that he is still focusing on his college work as well.
Lisa came to see me and it was not a great visit. She has not been doing great in school and was expelled. I did not know what to think. I wanted her to stay with me ..I wanted for us to make a go for this. She told me that she would call me as soon as she got settled. I don't know if I will see her again but one can only hope.
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