narrated by Deeba
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Ted and I decided to move to Colorado Springs. We picked out a quaint little place and we decided that we were going to make this our home. I was so happy that we were going to start our life together.
I managed to convince Ted that we should have a simple wedding ceremony. He asked about my family but I told him that they were travelling and would not be able to make it. I did think about how hurt Lakshmi and Raj would be. I would have told them but they along with my parents want me to marry a nice Indian boy. Ted would not be accepted into our family. I wanted to spare him and I did not want to be forced to do anything I did not want to do. Basically I didnt want to feel guilty about my love for Ted.
The day I became Mrs. Chin I was so happy. The weather was perfect and I looked at Ted and saw our life full of happiness.
Instead of a honeymoon, we decided to save money. I also needed to find a job and pronto. Ted is an architect and told me that there was no rush for me to find a job.
I have been contemplating going for my master's but have decided against it. While I was at the computer, I decided to check my email. This is when I noticed my sister had emailed me several times asking where I was living. I then knew she had found out that I had graduated and moved out of university.
I did feel guilty about not letting my sister know where I was. I emailed her. I figured she should know that I was OK. I just wanted to live a little bit more in my nice secluded world. Soon I would have to face the truth and tell Lakshmi and Raj that I was in deed a married woman.
I was at home one evening when I received a surprise call from Raj. I know he is very well connected so I was not surprised that he found me. He asked me if I was OK. I told him that I was and then he proceeded to tell me how irresponsible I had been to make him and my sister worry. After a long conversation he seemed subdued. I promised I would go to their house and visit soon. Right when I was finishing my phone call Ted came home and started inquiring who I was speaking to. I told him it was Raj and Ted did not ask any more question. Suddenly I felt a lot of pressure on me to tell Ted. I had to come up with a plan to tell him about my family and my family about Ted.
Before he started asking too many questions, I quieted him by kissing him. That soon turned into passionate lovemaking. I secretly hoped that I would get pregnant each time we made love. So far we have not been successful.
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A few weeks later I was cleaning, when I heard a knock on my door. I was so shocked when I saw Lakshmi at my front door. I had told her my address but I did not think that she would show up unannounced and unescorted by Raj.
I was surprised and she asked me if I was going to leave her standing outside. I invited her inside to my apartment. The truth that I was hiding was about to get exposed.
Lakshmi had so many questions that I interrupted her and told her that I was married. She freaked out and didn't want to accept my marriage.
She started saying that our parents would be so disappointed. I told her that I was happy and I wanted to be with Ted. I started crying and I started telling her everything and how it happened.
She hugged me and told me that there was nothing that we could not fix. I told her that I was sorry but I didn't plan on falling in love at school. I loved Ted and he is my life.
We sat down and I had just finished my story when Ted Arrived. He was surprised to see that we had a guest. He apologized for his appearance and said he would change and come back. I saw his face as he left and I could tell he was confused.
When he came back, Lakshmi starting inquiring why he would marry me without meeting her family. Ted told her that he was not aware they were not travelling. I could tell that Ted was getting annoyed at being accused of not respecting our family values.
He was so confused. and I got up to sort it all out when my brother-in-law Raj came in. I knew things were going to get worse. To my surprise Raj was calm about the whole thing.
He introduced himself to Ted and he told him who he and Lakshmi were. Ted was so shocked.
Raj told him that I needed to come clean to everyone about the lie of my life. Ted and him talked for hours and then Raj said they had to go home to their children. Ted was gracious and said goodbye.
That night Ted told me that he was so hurt that I could not trust him by telling him about my traditions, my life and my strict family. I tried to get him to see things my way but he was having a hard time doing so. He told me that he couldn't lie to me. He felt like our whole relationship was a lie and he needed some time to think about it. I was so scared about what he meant by, "needing time to think".
As time passed by, things between us got worse. We were not communicating at all anymore. I finally had enough and told him that we needed to talk this out. He said that he felt as if he married a stranger. He didnt feel like he could deal with starting a life out of lies.
We argued for days. It got really horrible. I wanted him to rely on our love. I wanted him to tell me that he was there to support me no matter what. I know I was wrong but I had repented.
Finally he told me he had enough and wanted to separate to think about this without me cluttering his thoughts. I told him that if he walked out that door it was so over. I was not one who wanted to play around with my marriage.
He told me that he was leaving and he wanted to end this marriage. I pushed and he finally made the decision to leave.
The day he left my life went with him. I could not believe that my life had turned upside down so fast. I felt that Ted and I were really over. I was so upset. I honestly do not know what in the world I am going to do.
Author's note~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I hated the ending of this story. This is totally ROS. When one of my sims gets married, I roll a di to see what the outcome would be. She rolled separation. The second di I rolled gives me when it will happen, for example will it happen this "season", next , etc. for Deeba it rolled this season. I will elaborate more in the next chapter.
Thank you for reading!
